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Name: Jillian
Birthday: 4/8/1993
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Sunday, June 01, 2008

hello! :D

The holiday has been pretty fine. The good thing is that I can get a break from studies. But I still revise every now and then. (:

Went for Guides on Thursday and Friday. So boring. Had to do Walkaton preparation, which was so so stupid. Lol I am mean. But really, I don't like doing sewing/ cutting/ looking at others engrossed in their mascot making. I really don't like it. But I think I'll get a testwork done by doing all these things. Yayee(: If not I will feel that all the time spent was a waste. Anw, something really dumb happened on Thurday. Priscillia, Olivia, Yen mei and me went to Serene to eat, and  I broke a piece of chocolate in one of the shops upstairs. I thought the chocolate was the soft kind, so I pressed it, coz I got itchy fingers. Lol. Then it cracked, coz the chocolate wasnt soft. It was hard and hollow! and it was very obvious that it was broken coz the wraper is the thin silvery kind. (the kind that Mrs Shum gives) Anw I paid a dollar for it. So glad I broke the cheapest chocolate, or one of the cheapest. Flag day was on Wednesday. I went an hour earlier, coz I remembered the wrong timing since I looked at a different consent form! D: But anw, as usual I concluded that at least half the people in the world are financially selfish. But I find it so weird, coz the donations for the Si Chuan Victims in Singapore/ Taiwan is a lot!

My dad finally bought me a shelf for my school books. I have a shelf, but it's not enough coz it's quite short. Only got 3 rows, so had to buy one more. But I haven't really packed my books in order. Still messy! But I don't mind living in a messy house! Oh, and I stole 5 Ikea pencils too! :D I like the pencils coz they look so cute. And the material is very smooth(: Actually I dunno if it's okay to take them home. But I took them anw, since there are so many at the different counters. Ate durian today! Very Nice[:

Going to school for Elect Lit project on tues. The school is so sickening. There are so many group projects yet to be completed this June. So stupid la! I wanted to revise my weaker subjects, but the school gave so much homework! D: Really don't like projects. I think the Chemistry one is going to be tough. :/

I typed so much today!

God Bless!<3

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)


Monday, May 26, 2008

I am bored. Bored, bored, bored.

Shall update a bit.

I have been watching quite a few dramas, but I have not finished watching a single one, casue I don't like watching shows on the computer screen- too small! Television screen is better(: And I prefer comical dramas! But I think funny dramas are hard to come by nowadays. Lol

Got back my shitty results on Saturday. Sometimes I wonder if  I should haven taken pure Lit instead of pure History, since I like Lit better. And all the more since I got C5 for both my humanities, and I don't like learning about the past of different countries. But then again, Lit is rather unpredictable. Like.. I remember I failed my lit test cause I didnt understand the stupid poem. Overall, the saddest part is both my Sciences results. Very bad, really. Both below average by quite a bit. Nevermind I will study harder! And be less careless. To sum up, I got As, Bs, Cs and Ds for my results. Mr Chua wrote in my report book that I was quiet. Hahah, expected.

Tomorrow after tuition in the morning, I have to go to school for English Oral! I don't like oral. It isn't very scary, but sometimes I just can't think of anything interesting to say, espicially when I am expected to answer on the spot. I don't think my brain works that well. I am slow sometimes. That's because I am used to stoning. Haha. Actually oral was supposed to be on the 28, but I am doing flag day on that day.

Okay I gtg bye God Bless!<3


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hello:D

I have been blogging regularly now. *claps vigoriously*

Dear Father,

Thank you for letting us attend the exams even though most of us are probably dissatisfied with our results. I am sure everyone can do better! [: And don't be too sad if you failed! Honestly, I am quite scared that I will not pass my overall Physics, because I failed the previous few tests. Nevermind, I will try to catch up during the holidays. We should pray for the victims of the recent earthquake too. Hope that those who can help will donate generously.


Thank you Father.
In Jesus name, Amen.

I am so disappointed, with my Amath. and History. I hope the 20% added to these exam papers will pull my marks up one grade higher. Ohya I want Mr Chua to return mine report book to me tmr! If possible. Since my father is not going to meet him. And it would be a waste of my sleeping time if I were to wake up early on Saturday just to get a report book, spend ten minutes in school and make my way home.I don't even want to get my report book back. I hope it did not state my rank in class. It makes people suffer from inferior complex.

This is the nicest song ever! It has this very real feeling. Haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpaBQPspLXg

Byebye! God bless!<3

Happy thing- I blogged a lot today(:


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

hello :D

Got back Emath, Physics, English and Chemistry papers today. The marks were horrible(not exaggerating). But I could have done better. Hahah it's a weird feeling. I am not satisfied, but not very sad about my results either. Usually I would haven been much sadder.

^*&{#^$%#$^(*%^#*%^*$R)*& %

I HATE EXAMS! D: STUPID EXAMS YOU SUCK!

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How to improve in my studies? I shall get myself a Physics tuition teacher(if possible to find one), do some assessment books and... stone less. Yes, I think I really need to spend lesser time stoning at the study table. I believe I can do better! (: Hope so.

God Bless!<3


Thursday, May 15, 2008

Hello! [:

Haven't been blogging for 2 months. It's the first time in my life that I have neglected my blog for so long. But I think it's good, cause had to concentrate on the exams! D: But I am not gona do well for mye, cause I didnt have enough time to prepare, and I had a couple of doubts which were not answered/: and there were many questions that I totally didn't know how to do at all! ):

Didnt attend school yesterday, but I went to school today! Hee. Was okay luh. We learnt how play two Malay music instruments. I like the second instrument more. But it seems so vulnerable, cause cannot anyhow hit it like the first instrument. Haha! Kinda fun. The forum was nearly meaningless. I see no point in complaining about school rules because the school probably won't change them to suit the student's liking, or compromise. But I don't really care, except for the handphone zone thing and the 'no eating' other than the canteen area thing. So irritating lah, which is partly why I don't like school. Also cause it's very competitive nowadays, but it's understandable. Everyone wants to do well. I am so scared of Chemistry! I did badly enough for ppr one already. Hope I won't score too badly for ppr two.

Ohya,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZHIJUN! :D

Okay I shall go download more songs into my mp3.

God Bless!<3

 



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